What the fuck. 

I’m so mad. 

I blocked the guy who raped me on Facebook because he’s friends with a lot of my friends and I didn’t want to see any of him popping up on my newsfeed. 

But fucking lo and behold here he is in my newsfeed. What the fucking fuck I am so angry. Facebook can’t do this. If I were anyone else I could have been seriously hurt and upset at this slip up. 

How do I complain because this is fucking not good enough. 

Not even going to censor his fucking asshole name. It’s not Ben Harvey. It’s the other one.

What the fuck.

I’m so mad.

I blocked the guy who raped me on Facebook because he’s friends with a lot of my friends and I didn’t want to see any of him popping up on my newsfeed.

But fucking lo and behold here he is in my newsfeed. What the fucking fuck I am so angry. Facebook can’t do this. If I were anyone else I could have been seriously hurt and upset at this slip up.

How do I complain because this is fucking not good enough.

Not even going to censor his fucking asshole name. It’s not Ben Harvey. It’s the other one.

If any of you care enough to listen to my full saxophone composition, I’ve uploaded it ONLY HERE.

It’s not a live recording, just midi. And saxophone midi is notoriously the worst sounding midi out there.

So yeah if you care here it is, if you don’t, fuck it.

It’s called ‘Saxotango’.

Been looking through facebook seeing if I can find some of the dancers’ profiles. And… let’s face it, most of them are probably more on the ‘bogan’ side of things. Not to say they aren’t lovely.

But this one girl’s little sister’s name.
Oh my god.

"Chartaiah".

How do you even SAY that. Who came up with that!?

I JUST SENT OFF MY SAXOPHONE COMPOSITION TO THE COMPETITION PEOPLE

Man I feel SO awesome.. This competition has taken up DAYS AND DAYS of my life over the past month. I have learn SO much and created something that probably isn’t the best composition out there, but definitely something I can be proud of!

I’m so happy! I don’t have to think about it anymore or work on it! Its over!! It’s done!!! And even if I never hear back at least I know that I gave it my best shot and now I have a saxophone tango in my composer’s repertoire. :P

*breathes massive sigh of relief*

Apparently my stupid bitch mother has no sense of humour. 

She spent yesterday screaming her head off at me about working at the strip club, and spouting shit that she thinks ‘as a woman’ which was some super duper un-feminist bullshit. 

Stupid bint. She is literally my least favourite person in the whole world. I hate her so much she makes me SO angry and it makes me physically sick to think that I share her fucking DNA.

Apparently my stupid bitch mother has no sense of humour.

She spent yesterday screaming her head off at me about working at the strip club, and spouting shit that she thinks ‘as a woman’ which was some super duper un-feminist bullshit.

Stupid bint. She is literally my least favourite person in the whole world. I hate her so much she makes me SO angry and it makes me physically sick to think that I share her fucking DNA.

I AM OFFICIALLY AN EMPLOYEE OF THE MEN’S GALLERY

oh my GOD it is literally the coolest funnest most awesome job ever
except for maybe stripping
because holy WOW those girls earn a lot of money

This one chick made $900 in 5 hours and that is AFTER the 30% commission. It was insane. 

And like.. it’s really not that horrible and seedy and gross as people say. It’s just a nightclub where men can pay women to talk to them and dance on them a bit. The girls make $100 per TEN MINUTES for a ‘controlled touching’ lapdance. It’s insane!! And my job behind the bar is awesome, drunk dudes are constantly telling me I’m pretty and nice and have a good smile, the boss is SO cool and chillaxed and even got up on the bar and danced naked with the girls at the midnight ‘Striparama’. Nowhere NEAR as horrible and stressful my last job at the restaurant in the bar was.

It’s all completely controlled and safe and really not that gross at all. People were getting kicked out for WAY less than they’d get away with at other nightclubs. And y’know I get to see tits and pole-dancing so it’s all good.

Awesome awesome awesome. I am SO happy. :D

Makeup for first night working in the bar at MG tonight!! :D Could be horrible could be awesome, either way I’ll look fab 👌

Makeup for first night working in the bar at MG tonight!! :D Could be horrible could be awesome, either way I’ll look fab 👌

art-of-cg-girls:

SSB|Zero Suit Samus alt costume by dCTb

this is awesome awesome awesome god i love samus so much

art-of-cg-girls:

SSB|Zero Suit Samus alt costume by dCTb

this is awesome awesome awesome god i love samus so much

(via fyeahmetroid)

Found an article on the internet.
Literally the ENTIRE ARTICLE is ‘girls are now asking for 3 coats of nail polish instead of 2!!’
My brain hurts at society.

Found an article on the internet.

Literally the ENTIRE ARTICLE is ‘girls are now asking for 3 coats of nail polish instead of 2!!’

My brain hurts at society.

Pretty sure I’ve finished notating my stupid Saxophone Quartet!!
I’m going to get the composition teacher at uni and my dad (composition major) to look over it to see if it’s all okay, but apart from that I think it’s almost ready to export and send off to the competition!!
They still haven’t got back to me about sending international bank transfers so I can’t send them the entry fee, so I hope they don’t disqualify me. :S
They shouldn’t though. These are the Dutch! They’ve got their shit together.
SO MANY WEEKS OF MY LIFE have boiled down to this fucking score. A+ for me and my fucking work ethic.

Pretty sure I’ve finished notating my stupid Saxophone Quartet!!

I’m going to get the composition teacher at uni and my dad (composition major) to look over it to see if it’s all okay, but apart from that I think it’s almost ready to export and send off to the competition!!

They still haven’t got back to me about sending international bank transfers so I can’t send them the entry fee, so I hope they don’t disqualify me. :S

They shouldn’t though. These are the Dutch! They’ve got their shit together.

SO MANY WEEKS OF MY LIFE have boiled down to this fucking score. A+ for me and my fucking work ethic.